I want to be with you

Today, all what I hear people wanted to be with each other, they became with each other :)
I want to be with you, but you don't want me any more or this is how you want me to see it.. Whatever the situation is, it ends to the same result, which is we are not together.


I don't know how do you think about me, I don't know how do you feel about me. But I know how do I feel about you. It is not only love, it is love that comes with care, passionate and so many other feelings! I feel responsible for you whether you need it or not. 


I need and I want to be with you

لتعلم

لتعلم جيدا ان حرب مشتعله من الأفكار كانت بداخلي لشهور طويلة

ونتيجتها هى تلك الكلمةفلما قلتها لك .. فلتقدرها حق قدرها

How could you?

How could you do this? how could you look me in the eye and never feel what I am carrying in my heart for you? I wish I have half of your strength! I wish to have the strength to bear more and more and never scream with the word you don't want to hear from me. Sometimes I feel you hate this word! other times I felt you are saying it but indirectly!


I love you and whatever you did , whatever you are doing and whatever you are gonna do I can't stop loving you and I can help it! I am sorry but really I can't stop loving you! How could you not to feel this? How could you...

كل اما تيجي

كل أما تيجى؛؛

بأبقى نفسى
أضعف وأطاوعك

مانتى عارفة من زمان
إنى نفسى
ألقى قلب زى قلبك
يحبنى ويخاف عليا


....

كل أما تيجى
بأبقى نفسى
أجرى وأرمى نفسى
ما بين ملامحك
ما بين سُكاتك،،
كلامك،،
حتى خوفِك،
عليّا وانتى بتحلفى ..
وتحلفينى
"اتكلم .. شوية "
"وحياتى عَندَك"

seriously!

Is this what your mind guided you to do? 
I have nothing to say except, thanks for making me hate myself more and more but couldn't hate you! 

DMAN IT

WHY I KEEP EXPECTING ANY CARE FROM YOU!!!!!!!!
WHY FOR GOD SAKE YOU AGREED IN THE FIRST PLACE?!!! WHY YOU JUST DIDN'T SAY NO! WHY YOU MADE ME THINK THAT YOU CARE, I KNOW YOU NEVER LOVED ME, BUT I THOUGHT YOU AGREED COZ AM SPECIAL IN A WAY OR ANOTHER TO YOU BUT I WAS WRONG! I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT YOU AND I HAVE NO IDEA WHY

I LOVE YOU ! 

I Love you

I just felt that I want to say: I Love You


and I did :)